Epiphany
Poetry by Melissa Mercado KamaSway
Pendelum hold
look past, head down
and frown. Jealousy of memory,
I want to be me.
Grieving a death,
heavy like lead
with shame,
Shame at the doorstep.
Scales, justice topples
always leaning left and left
refresh my mind,
Memory’s not so kind.
Proper and smart
I let her into my heart
it was cold in there,
not like the thirties and forties
degrees of measure
measure me in weight,
in pain and experience
I would be heavy.
Light like a feather
light of night
Light of my life
gets a beating.
Beaten like me
pummeled into grown-up land
caressed out the child
and love was dirtied.
Clean up the mess
Year one, two and third.
Flirt with madness
then cure the hurt.
Melissa Mercado Kama © 2009